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Name: Genevieve
Location: Boston, Massachusetts, United States
Gender: Female
Interests: Band, field hockey, and CREW!!! (or rowing, if u don't know what crew is)and Jhonny Depp, and hanging with me peeps like Luana , pegs, angeline, and Dina!!!! Bill
Expertise: Jhonny Depp, Trombone, writing, coxswaining, and i love playin defense! on Malden Field Hockey as well as spending long walks in the park with hot guyz! lol, and bill mueller
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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Member Since:
5/27/2005
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That's it, and i look so nice in it, i'm not gunna lie, me gusta it mucho, it just seems more like me, much more than some of the other dresses. I want to go put it on and flounce around, but i can't i'll have to wait and save it for anton :) I actually am starting to look forward to prom, yay! | | |
| Ah, ranting on xanga, just what I need Just to put this out there, it wasn't supposed to happen like that, it's not as if i planned this. And, yes I'm trying to make up my mind, I Am, but it's really just not that simple, how can i explain it when i Don't Know What I Want. This was supposed to be easy, not turn into something of its own accord, where i feel like I can no longer control the situation or how i feel about it. Nope, definitly not supposed to happen that way. But then I have that other stupid part of me, going so what, there are minimal consequences, just do it. But I won't let myself. Can't make the same mistake twice, that's just stupid. Hurt the first time, gunna hurt the second time, that's nature, that's the inevitable. English Paper (5pg.) Reconcilation (@ 7) Staring at my Prom Dress wanting to put it on again. This nice blue, with a back veilish kind of thin over it, strapless, sparkles, i'm actually excited about it now. sorry dissapoint, bu ti think i'm about to make a huge mistake, either way, i end up messing something up, it's just which one, all I know, is that no matter ho wmuch i want it, it'll never stay the way it is right now-i'm not that lucky. But knowing I'm going to lose, sucks as well. | | |
| I just have to get this out, I don't expect, or really want anyone to read this. I feel miserable, something's wrong, and I can't figure out what it is. I just feel like something very sad is about to happen, and if I can only figure out what it is, I'll be able to prevent it, but I have no idea. I have no reason to feel like this, everything is going fine, college stuff, school stuff, friend stuff, church stuff, all of it is fine. I should feel happy. But i just can't something is missing. There's stuff on my mind i just can't shake, people I can't stop thinking about. Regrets about decsions I've made that I can never take back. And an overwhelming feeling like I'm wasting so much time, and I'm gunna look back on my life and hate how I spent it, wished I did more. And I can't escape that fear. I just need some time to clear my head. I need to seperate myself from everyone for a while. I'm getting to close to things I don't want to be close to. I can feel it's happening all over again, even though we told ourselves it never would. I'm used to being lied to though...................i hope you had a great fuckin weekend, i'm glad she could hear it in my voice, in my HELLO, and you never suspected anything. Well hidden, just the way i like it. In the end, it turns out we aren't so differnt from our parents. I feel trapped. | | |
| ... It's been so long since I've been on this. Ah, memories. That's all I wanted to say. Drinking hot cocoa, waiting for Brad Edmond to email me so I can set up an alumni interview with him. I don't want to wait anymore, I just want to be in college. Rei told me that Adrian might not have gotten Posse, that's F***ed up if he didn't, but I don't know if that's true yet. There's been lots of gossip and DRAAAAMA going on lately. that's all See you in like,,,,another year. | | |
| So sad that crew is over. Yet so good. All the drama levels were starting to go up. Now, Eric might not even be able to go to states and Andrew is in a differnent boat and Kristen is going to give me a heartattack. That's my life. Dragging out Ann agony in thinking i dont know she thinks i'm a Bi**h. Its okay, ive been called worse... There's just a lot of drama "get a load of me get a load of you
walking down the street and i hardly know you
it's just like we were meant to be
holding hands with you when we're out at night
got a girlfriend you say it isn't right
and i've got someone waiting too
what it is its just the beginning
we're already wet and were gonna go swimming
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
it's inevitable, it's a fact that were gonna get down to it
so tell me
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
whenever i think about you
whenever i think about you
whenever i think about you
isn't this the best part of breaking up
finding someone else you can't get enough of
someone who wants to be with you too
it's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
but wouldn't it be beautiful
here we go we're at the beginning
we haven't fucked yet but my head's spinning
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
it's inevitable, it's a fact that were gonna get down to it
so tell me
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
high enough for you to make me wonder, where it's going
high enough for you to pull me under
something's growing out of this that we can't control
baby im dying
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
it's inevitable, it's a fact that were gonna get down to it
so tell me
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
whenever i think about you
whenever i think about you
whenever i think about you
whenever i think about you" STUCK In my head, and i can't get it out...makes me happy to think about... | | |
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